pictures!

Well, we are moved in for the most part. The only thing we have to do is get out of our boxes and get things in order and we will be good. Things are all out of the living room and stuff. Our couches didn't fit like we thought so we have two love seats and a chair in there with the t.v. and then our bed up in the loft area! So far we are liking it! We shovel almost every day and watch the snow fall off the roof every once in a while. I thought i would post some pictures. Facebook isn't working at the current moment or i would just post them on there because i wanted to show my dad how much more snow we have out here then he has at his house! What they have there is about what we were in our first night out here, so here is a picture the first night and then today! and a cute picture of our little dog Brody! We weren't going to get him and in the end, ended up with him anyways and he is so much fun, still learning the whole potty training thing, but is doing well! learning how to walk on a leash and is loving annoying the other dog Chia. it's pretty funny! I hope every one has a wonderful Christmas! i will write more as soon as i get more stuff to talk about! Also Happy Birthday to my Brother Tad! so it's taking forever for these photos so i will down load my puppy picture later.

Packing, Packing, and more packing

We are getting ready to move for about 6 months, i have been doing a room at a time, and getting rid of as much junk as possible, i really don't want to be moving junk from one house to the next, so it's kind of nice to get rid of so much stuff, but at the same time getting annoying having to pack everything up. Since Jeff just had his appendix taking out, i am basically left packing by myself, and since i work full time and it's coming into Christmas i have to work a little more, so even less time to pack up, i need help how to get motivated enough to just pack up the rest of the house and then just get a few trucks and move all my stuff, some of it is going to storage (a lot of the boxes) and then the rest will go with us. i have packed up most of my kitchen except the things i still need and have 3 boxes there, i have 2 boxes from my computer room, and got one garbage bag to take to the goodwill of my clothes, and now i just need to start putting things in a box and then i have my laundry room, my bathrooms and i think that will be it! I feel like we don't have nearly as much as most people do, but maybe i do have a lot of stuff, i haven't had to move too much, from my old lot to the new one in 1995 and then again in 2006 and then now. so yeah i am not used to moving too much. I thought that maybe music would help me since it does to clean, but no it doesn't help, so i don't know how to finish this packing, i think we decided we wanted to be moved before or shortly as possible after it starts to snow. Hopefully in the next couple weeks. i probably could get it all packed up in a day but i don't want to pack everything up and then not be able to move right away. I really just need to find a few trucks too because that is stressing me of how many trips we are going to have to take. So if any one knows people with trucks that could haul a few couches and beds that would be great! if not i am sure we can figure something out. We are going to be moving like 45 mins out of town so people might not want to drive all the way out there, it's understandable. Well i guess i am going to go either fall asleep or try to pack a little bit up. Thanks

Tonsils

Now that we have a big expensive hospital, doctor, nurse, and every one else bill we have to pay for, things are just getting better! it seems like when i am on the right path to start getting things paid down, that things happen, i ended up with a cold a few days ago, it started with the whole sore throat thing and so i took some nyquil and headed to bed, the next morning i woke up with a really stuffy nose and everything else you get with a cold, well i thought it would start going away, well last night i went to bed, and woke up about 2 this morning with my throat burning, i haven't been able to sleep to well all night, and finally felt my throat and my tonsils, are HUGE again. Yes i said again, i had this same problem last year and was going to get them taken out and then realized i had to pay taxes and other medical bills that there was no way i could afford to get my tonsils done, and thought that i would just hold off. I am freaking out this morning because i know i really need to get them done, but that is just going to be another 10 grand that i didn't have to spend in the first place. I am going to try to hold off again, but i just don't know how much longer i can hold off for. I might have to make my final decision once we get Jeff's medical bills. I know it's not his fault and its okay, I just need to remember to keep paying my tithing, and have the faith that we will be okay, and blessed in the end. If any one has good ideas of what to do while i let these HUGE tonsils sit in my throat for the time being that would be great!

Hospital visits

This weekend was crazy. Friday night we went to the OIT basketball game! we love going because our team is soooooo good! we love watching every chance we get! Jeff made new friends on Friday and they were asking for us to come back the next day but we do have to share the tickets so we weren't able to go. (They are a couple of "young" guys) Saturday Jeff woke up complaining that is stomach hurt, he still went to work, and worked all day long, he didn't eat anything and when we got home he went straight to bed, after being in bed for a few hours i had him go downstairs because he was freezing, so i warmed up some blankets and put him on the couch, well he looked up on webmd to see if he could figure out what was wrong with him, it said he might have a appendicitis, so he called his dad who has had to take 2 other children to get their's out. His dad said we should go to the ER, we both hate having to go unless it is an EMERGENCY. i was talking with a friend who's aunt is a nurse and she said to have him push on it and pull away real quick to see if it hurt worse. Well he did (had to make him) and he freaked out so we jumped in the car and headed up there, we were in the ER for about 2 hours and they came and told us that the OR doctor was on his way and get ready because you are going in for surgery. Once the OR doctor got there it was about 5 minutes later and they were rolling him in for surgery. After waiting an hour with his dad (which was nice) the doctor came out and said it was diffenantly an appendicitis, so it was a good thing we went when we did so it didn't burst. We thought for sure that Jeff would be able to come home Sunday, after spending the night and only getting 2 hours of sleep i was excited to get him home and take care of him there, well Sunday morning he calls and says they are keeping him for another night, so another night in the hospital another couple grand and a very uncomfortable, not able to sleep night. Jeff got up about 2:30 and woke me up because he thought i looked so uncomfortable and so then i got up and slept in the hospital bed the rest of the night with him. He was finally able to go home this morning and is doing better, but still sick and has a bad headache. This week is going to be crazy, we were supposed to be packing and moving before thanksgiving but now we are never moving now! just kidding, we will move just not soon. from tomorrow til Sunday i will have family here and everything so the rest of the week it's going to be crazy!

Goals

This weekend i have goals that need to be met! so i thought i would write a list of things i need to get done so that maybe i will actually get them done, and when i get on the computer instead of doing them, they will be in my face and reminding me to get them done.
1. Start packing up the house
2. Take stuff to the dump
3. Clean the house
4. Throw more junk away
5. save money
So these goals are for this weekend and this next week, i only have Tuesday off so a lot of this has got to get done tonight and tomorrow, and then Tuesday i will have to go to the dump by myself. We've got a lot of work that needs to be done, i really want to be moved in and settled before Thanksgiving, if we are then who ever stays with us will have the whole upstairs or down stairs to themselves! 2 bedrooms and a bathroom either way! So thats my goals for now if i think of more that i need to get done then i will add them on.

A little update

I thought i would update my blog a little bit, lets see where to begin...
Jeff and i are getting things around the house taken care of so we can move, we aren't moving far but we will be moving out of our ward that I am going to miss so much, i don't know about Jeff but i know i will miss it and miss having the sun beams to teach, (even if sometimes can be very hard to deal with them.) we just decided this in the last couple of weeks, so we are still in the beginning stages of things.
At the current moment, Jeff is down 21lbs and i am down 12lbs! we need to get back in the gear of walking again, but i think i will wait for Jeff to get over his cold before we start that up again! I am so proud of both of us! I think my losing 12lbs is more about stress then anything. I have been so stressed lately and i think that is why i am having such bad stomach problems, i finally went to the doctor and all the blood work came back fine and negative so everything is good! i am sure it is just my ulcer acting up because of all the stress, i know i shouldn't stress but some times it's hard. I know that we will be fine in the end and be able to get things paid off if we just continue to do what is right.
I am super excited for Thanksgiving to come! my whole family will be together and it's going to be wonderful! There is going to be close to 30 of us for dinner! Crazy i know! I am hoping that we are going to be able to do some crafts together too because that would be fun! i am working on mine that i need to get done for Christmas and only have about 4 more to do and then i will be done! i am getting excited for that! i took a really long break because i was getting discouraged but my sister sent me a few things that i needed and now i am back in gear and it will be done for Christmas!
As for Jeff and i other then getting rid of a lot of junk, we are both working and Jeff is still going to school. I am trying to get the house cleaned up as much as possible with my days off and Jeff has taken care of the yard as much as he can, now he just needs some string for the weed eater and then he will be able to take care of the rest! I am hoping once we can afford a battery that we will be able to sell our second car and save a little bit of money that way! It would be nice!
Well i am sorry this post is so long but i haven't updated in awhile.

Not Doing so well

Well it's been close to a month now that every time i eat or smell food i don't feel good and want to throw up, I KNOW i am not pregnant and so that is out of the question, i was trying to go and see my doctor but since he has been out for the past 2 1/2 weeks and is now working part time for awhile i am going to have to see if i can go to another doctor, i am sick of being sick. I hate that i am always sick, every one says how it's in my head all the time but seriously it's not i hate being sick so why would i make myself think that? Anyways so that is going on, and then today i went to my great aunt's funeral. She was truely loved! and will truely be missed by all! it was a wonderful funeral. I would write more but am not feeling well so i think i am off to bed to try and sleep it off.

Give Aways!

check this out for all the cool giveways! I am so excited!

Lists of Stuff

First off no i am not pregnant, just because of these reasons doesn't mean i am pregnant.
1. get really sick at night and can't eat dinner
2. get up feeling sick in the morning
3. going the bathroom a lot
4. every time i stretch feeling something in my stomach pull that doesn't feel good
5. having lots of energy
So 5 reasons i am NOT pregnant.

different subject, Jeff and i got a new dog about a week ago named Misha, she is very cute and everything, the lady we got her from has called us twice now asking for her back and so Jeff and i thought really hard about it and said no way, she gave us this dog and so now she is ours (I know kind of cold hearted but just keep reading) so tonight when we got home from work we went out to get her off her rope and she tried to bite us while we were trying to get her off her rope, she has already snapped at my sister's kids a few times and we just can't risk it if we ever end up with kids, so that was the last straw for us and since the lady wanted her back we figured we might as well, it's better for her to be with her then having to take her to the pound. We feel so bad and are really sad we are giving her up after we were so determined to keep her ours but it's just going to be better for all of us in the end, Jeff is not aloud to ask for another dog though, i just can't handle all our dog issues. We loved her while we had her and this is really hard but i know it's for the best. Because what if i am pregnant right now? (Well i am NOT, so don't get your hopes up.)

I am so excited that it is fall time but at the same time really sad, just because Jeff and i spend a lot of time working and him going to school again its hard to go out and go get pumkins, i see every one carving pumpkins and things and i just wish we had more time to do stuff like that together. Hopefully we will still be able too, but it's pretty late so i don't know. Well thats our life right now and i guess i better go work on my Christmas gift for my mom.

Two YEARS! Happy Anniversary!

I just wanted to post and tell my husband how much i love him! Today is our 2nd anniversary and though we didn't do anything to exciting i still love spending each moment with him. i just wanted to write a few things that i love most about him!
1. The way that he looks at me
2. The way that he kisses me
3. The way that he talks to me
4. The way that he holds me
5. The way that he takes care of me
6. The way that he helps me
7. The way that he hugs me
8. The way that he gives me everything
9. The way that he smells
10. and the last but not least the way that he LOVES ME and I LOVE HIM!
He made me a cute little card last night with my scrapbooking stuff and it was just so cute! i also made him one! we got to spend the day together doing nothing basically, we took our new dog for a few walks and then took a nap and just relaxed it was a great anniversary! Thanks for all the wonderful things you do for me hunny and i just want you to know how excited i am to spend even more years with you! (here are a few pictures we took of us, maybe tomorrow we will go to the park and get better ones done!)

Savings

I need help, i need to learn how to save money, every time i put money away to save it i end up finding something i want and end up getting that money out and buying the stuff i want! i don't really need any of it i just want it and i know i have money put away so i could just get it. I need some good advise from my fellow bloggers on how to save money. Please help me and let me know some good ideas on how to save money. HELP before i spend all of my money!
Thanks!

House Pictures

Master (Upstairs) bathroom

Guest Bathroom

Kitchen looks pretty cute when it's actually clean!
Here are a few pictures of different rooms in the house, my friend Tami said she wanted to see a picture of what my house looks like and so slowly but surely i am getting them to her! This is the two bathrooms and then the clean kitchen, just for you Tami i cleaned each of them really good before these pictures where taken and got new stuff for the bathrooms! i hope you like it so far! The Guest bathroom is yours when you come to visit! hopefully soon i will have a picture of your room! I need to get the bed back from my mother in law! But yes more pictures to come of the actual bedrooms in my house. i am still rearranging and cleaning so keep checking. I have lived in this house for almost 2 years and still have no decorations for the walls yet. one day i am sure! I love my house and i especially like it when it's cute! So there you go for now, Tami and Jackie and how ever else might like to see.

Family

My Family (Mostly my parents) have been having a hard time lately, and i thought that i would just blog a little bit about how much i love and appreciate each one of them. Each of these people are my best friend!
Dad: I love my dad, he is such an amazing man, and has gone threw a lot, and i am just so happy to get to see him so much and see him at church every sunday! My dad is one of my best friends, i feel like i have gotten to become better friends with him in the last 6 years! He built his own cool plane and i love going on rides with him. He is such a great father and (if i am corrected he is also a great husband!) you will have to ask my mom. Thanks Dad i love you!
Mom: My mom is the BEST MOM EVER! every one thinks that their mom is the best but no MY mom is! She is so talented and such a great cook! I love that she is always there for us when ever we need her! I love her! She is the best at playing the piano and great at making bread! She is nice to every one and never asks for help from other people. She is very strong! She works hard and is such a wonderful mother and Wife (if i am corrected again!) you will have to ask my dad. She is also one of my best friends! Thanks mom i love you!
Shirley: She is such a great mom, wife and sister! She looks amazing after having 5 kids! She has given me 1 cute niece and 4 cute nephews! She keeps her house clean, works out, is really into the gospel, helps all her kids with their homework, always has their food ready for them and still has a little time for herself every day! it amazes me how she does every thing! She is such a great sister and example to me. She has an amazing husband and supporter. Thanks Shirley.
Ann: She is such a great mom, wife and sister too! She also looks amazing after 5 kids! She has given me 3 cute nephews and 2 cute nieces! She is the best hair stylest in the world, and i couldn't ask for any one better to do my hair, i have tried and no body does it as good as her TRUST ME! She does a lot for each of us and i really appreciate all that she does. I am greatful that she is my sister! She has an amazing husband and supporter too! She is a great example too me too, i really look up to her! Thanks Ann!
Guy: He is such a great brother and son. He is really good at drawing pictures and is able to keep his jobs for a long time! He is great at saving his money and great at finding new ideas! We all love Guy very much and are all praying for him at this time! We all know that everything is going to be fine and everything is going to work out it's just going to take time. I just want Guy to know how much i look up to him and love him! he is also great at baking cookies! he might just be the best in the world, Yeah i think he is! Thanks Guy!
Tad: He is a great father, husband and brother, he loves working on cars and doing different hobbies all the time. He has given me 2 cute nephews! He is such a good supporter and has a wonderful wife who supports him and keeps him going! He is a great singer! I think he should go on American Idol! As much as we never got along in our childhood, i do look up to him and love him. He has an amazing wife, sister in law and supporter too!
Jackie: She is just perfect! everyone in the family thinks she is i might as well just admit it on here too! She is very talented with her crafts, and a great singer! She is very into the gospel and loves to spend time with her loved ones. She is a great example to me! I wish we lived closer so that she could teach me her talent with all her crafts she does! I love to see all her great ideas of things to make! She is a great wife! she has a great husband, brother in law and supporter also! i think we were all blessed to get great spouses! Thanks Jackie for your great example!
Jeff: My husband, He is such a wonderful husband and is always there to make me happy! He is such an amazing husband, i love him soo much and have had the best 2 years and i know many more years are to come! I am so excited to see what the future holds for us! I know that once we do have kids that he will be a great father to them. I love that he is a faithful priesthood holder and is there for when i need him! i know that i can talk to him about anything and he will be there to help me! He also has a wonderful family that i also love! I think i have the best husband EVER! he makes me the happiest girl ever! Thanks Jeff i love you!
i LOVE YOU all and just wanted to let you each know!
Love Me!

SingStar!

So, while i was in Utah i was hanging out with my friend Tami and she got me addicted to singstar! o my gosh i love it now, too bad Jeff already sold his ps2, i finally find a game i am in love with and now i can't get it. Anyways the first time i tried the game out it just kept saying awful, Tami killed me at all the songs, until the LOVE SHACK! i beat Tami the first time so she wanted a rematch on Thursday so i gave her one and she beat me like crazy, only because i was getting a cold and because she had secretly practiced all week, o and the fact that i was trying to record her singing so i could use it as her ring tone and she flicked the phone out of my hand and i didn't realize it was my turn to sing! lol! i totally would have kicked her butt if it wasn't for all those things in my way! Tami i still love you anyways! i will one day get the singstar and practice like crazy and be able to beat Tami at every song! There is the reason for the song on my page for all of you!

No Pictures

So i haven't blogged in a few months i thought that i would just talk a little about what has been going on. a few weeks back Jeff and i started a diet together and some goals! So far Jeff has lost 11lbs and i have lost about 6-7 it depends on the day! We are both on our way to getting the weight off that we want! Jeff only has 59lbs to go, and me i have 14lbs to go. After starting on the diet and doing good for a week and starting on our goals, i headed to Utah to spend some time with my friend Tami and my sisters who i don't see too often anymore. I was able to get off the diet for that week and let me tell you, after getting home and trying to start up again is hard work! I am still doing good cuz i haven't gained any weight back but i need to start getting back on my goals, maybe we will start over tomorrow (Its hard when you haven't been able to go grocery shopping either.) Anyways, in Utah i spent the first day driving down to Reno and then flying out about an hour later, and getting to Utah around 12, my friend Tami and her son Spencer picked me up and we headed over to their house for a little while, then had lunch and went back to her Mother in law's house to play sing star! if you haven't played it i highly recommand it! you need a lot of people there to watch you TRY to sing! it's great! i got addicted! Wednesday i sat around at my sister's all day and did absolutely nothing. Which was kind of nice! Thursday morning i went for a run around the park that's by my sister's house and ended up getting a cold because i didn't drink anything before i left so my throat got all crazy and ended up giving myself a cold. I am getting better through now! other than a nasty cough. Thursday night, mid afternoon i went with my sister in law and had icecream for our birthdays! Then up to SLC to go to the state fair with Tami and Spencer! That was a lot of fun! there was so much stuff to do. I definantly want to go back to Utah SOON, maybe next time my husband will come with me though. After the State Fair we went back and sang a couple more songs on singing star and then i went back to my sister's house. Friday i slept a and sat around again, played with Carter my nephew for a little bit and that was fun, and then once Kayli got home we headed down to Orem to go to the Mall, then we went back and had dinner with the Family and Jackie and Ben came over, then i headed over to their house and stayed with them Friday night, Jackie and i stayed up for a little bit making cards! She has so many cute things she has made, that is makes me wish i had more money to afford to make the cute things too! Saturday Jackie and i headed to Hobby Lobby, (Scrapbooking and craft store) and then to a few clothes shops which were close by. I had a lot of fun even though i didn't have too much money to spend, then after shopping we headed back to their house for lunch and then on our way to the airport, i was dropped off, i didn't realize it wasn't going to be so busy, so i ended up haning out at the airport for a few hours before i had to fly out, the flight home was good. Then i headed on the drive home with my husband. I wasn't ready to come home, and i was really sick and so i wasn't too happy and so then that didn't make him happy. The end! Now i am home and working again and have a VERY messing house to clean up. Ahhhhh don't we love real life!

Update on Abbybell

Well... i don't really know where to begin, so i am just going to start by saying, even though we only had Abbybell for a few days, we were so attatched, we loved everything about her! she made us feel complete! she was the best little dog ever! she was doing soo good a potty training and we were getting so excited to start classes with her in August. She was so sweet and liked every one right away! She would just curl all up in our laps and lay there for hours! Yesterday morning they called and told us that she wasn't getting better but she wasn't getting worse, that Hopefully Monday or Tuesday we would be taking our little Abbybell home! I went home for lunch and saw that the guy we got her from was home so i went over and told him about what we have gone threw, and how much we already love her as if she was a kid. He then went on to tell me how he is trying to save 3 in his backyard (you can't save them, only the vet can if it isn't too late) We had talked about getting a fence put up as soon as possible, the guy said if we bought the supplies he would only charge us $100 to put the fence up. Well we weren't going to have them do it, (If you saw their fence you would know why) So as i was talking with him yesterday he said that we could just buy the supplies and they wouldn't charge us at all to build the fence (that was supposed to help with the cost of the vet's) i went on my way after he offered me another dog with parvo if mine didn't make it. NO WAY, i can't believe he just offered that. I had to run back to the store and i was talking to my father in law about how i was going to pay for the Vet's bill and he asked if i had talked to Jeff. i knew then that something was VERY wrong, i called Jeff and he told me that the Vet had called and that she had made a turn for the worse and that they didn't think she would make it for another 12 hours. I couldn't sleep all last night, i tossed and turned and just was wanting it to be time to get up so i could wait to get the Vet's call. This morning about 8:45 he called my phone, he said that 2/3 they can save but this one had gotten into the lungs and heart and she had passed away early this morning. It just breaks my heart, we only had her for 4 days and we were already so in love. We are going this morning to go see her before they take her away. i never thought i could get attatched like this and so quick, but you dont know until you go threw it. We will miss our little girl but know that she is in a better place! I can finally feel comfort knowing she isn't suffering anymore. We will miss you abbybell, and you will always be in our hearts!

Abbybell

In the last post i talked breifly about our new addition (Our puppy) Abbybell, i talked about how we just found out she has parvo. The doctor told us originally that she would have to stay with them for at least 3 days before we could take her home, well every day either the doctor calls us or we call him, yesterday he told Jeff that she was doing better then she was when she came in, but we would still have to wait a few days before we could see her, because she would get too excited and chew up her ivs, he said as long as it didn't spread to her heart that she would probably make it, either is still a small chance she could die. Today Jeff called the doctor and they said she is worse then when we brought her in the other day, Today has been 3 days and he said she has to get worse before she gets better, he says we probably won't find out if she is going to make it until this weekend. he says normally if they can make it the first 48 hours they have a better chance of surviving. Jeff asked if Abby would be happy and playful when we get her back and the doctor said "no, she will be very weak, she is only on ivs, so they havent given her any food, she will be very skinny, and not have any energy." We are praying that we get her back soon! (My nieces and nephews are already in love with her too and will think we killed her, if she does come home soon.) She is like our kid, while we can't have one. We haven't had her too long and are both soo attatched to her. Get Well Soon Abbybell! We love you.

PICTURES! i wish i could post all of them!

so i haven't had much time to download all my pictures on to the computer yet, but i finally got a minute to do so, so i am finally posting pictures of what we have been up to this summer! We got to go to a Giants game, and stayed with my Dad's aunt and uncle, they are the greatest people ever! we were so spoiled by them, and had our own little suite, and our own swimming pool and everything. We also went to Six Flags while we were there too! for the Fourth of July we spent most of the day hanging out with Jeff's family so there are a few of the nieces and nephew, then, this last Friday I kind of surprised Jeff with a date to Crater Lake, it was so nice and peacefull up there, we walked around and took lots of pictures and then had a pinic in the car, and then drove around the rim of Crater Lake to discover this waterfall at the end! Friday night when we got back we decided to get a puppy! we bought her from our neighbor and named her abbybell, you can tell she has not been taken care of so we took her in and thought we were doing good, until the last couple nights she has been throwing up so we took her in today to the vet she weighs, 6.6 lbs, and has parvo, we are going to our neighbor to try and get our money back, she is really sick, most dogs die from it, but hopefully the vet can save her. She is supposed to stay there for 3 days, we already miss her! Also my oldest sister Shirley is in town with her 5 kids so my mom's house has been PACKED! a have only gotten a few pictures of her kids,(Carter)(Kayli) not all of them(Mark) either, as soon as they get back from the coast and i have a minute i will have to get more pictures of them. well i thought this was only going to be pictures but i guess not, anyways enjoy these pictures!

911 TO THE RESCUE! (LONG STORY)

so about 1:30 this morning Jeff wakes me and tells me he is low. He says he is going to go downstairs to get something to eat. Well the last few weeks he has been getting low at night and catching it. (i figure it's from walking at night and then not eating before going to bed) So anyways i thought okay he has caught it, he will come back to bed in a minute. So i started to go back to sleep and my instincts tell me to get up and go make sure he is okay, i hear him down stairs opening and closing all the cupboards, well when i got down there he was standing in the middle of the kitchen and having a seisure. He could still kind of talk at first but then it started getting worse, i didn't have orange juice (stupid me) or anything really for that matter, we do have the tablets but he won't take them. I didn't know what to do, i know you aren't supposed to put anything in their mouth if they can't hold it themself. So i called 911, what else am i supposed to do? They came and by that time he had stop with the seisure and was getting himself food, well we finally tested him and he was 24. you are supposed to stay between 70 and 120. The guys couldn't leave until they saw his blood sugar go up a lot. Jeff always embaressas me when he does this and they have to come because he still doesn't understand what he is saying half the time. He kept asking them if we were going to be billed for all this, (i knew from experience that we weren't thats why i called them.) So we ended up staying up until about 2:30 before i felt he was up enough to go back to sleep. They guys had tested him again and he was at 48 when they decided to leave but had to make sure i made him a sandwhich and that he kept eating. They left me some gel stuff just incase. I know i really need a needle but i get so scared to use them. I think it's time i TOUGH up though, these nights like this scare me to death. That was last night but this has happend twice before, ONCE ON THE NIGHT WE GOT MARRIED. i thought my husband was already dying on me, (that was the worse night EVER). It happend one other time when he didn't wake up and i think i took care of that one pretty good. I did wake our parent's up but i did everything all by myself. That time he had hit his head when he rolled off the bed. So that was my EARLY morning.
Time for church now.

Adoption

So some of you know, it's a pretty good chance that Jeff and i can't have kids, if we end up with a kid it will be a Miracle! We have looked into foster care but when i went to talk with the lady she told me out front "if you are looking to adopt than this isn't the place for you." (which is understandable, but just rubbed me the wrong way i guess) So that really turned me off on doing foster care. So then we started looking to just adopt we looked at LDS Family Services, you have to be married at least 2 years though. Jeff went to all this work trying to get the information but it seemed like it was taking WAY too long and we haven't been married 2 years and so it turned me off once again. Well, i am now starting to look into it again and i was looking at people's profiles that are looking to adopt and it really bugs me to find people that already have a few kids that they didn't have to adopt and then now are trying to adopt, i don't get it. I am so depressed over it, i want to be blessed with a baby and i just feel like i will never be able to get one, i see so many young people that are having kids that aren't married, that don't even really want a kid but made a pack with their friends that they would all get pregnant together, and i just get so mad to found out that they are able to have one and i can't. I just really wish some times that i knew why it's not time for me to have a child. i know it has to be some kind of challenge i have to deal with, i just wish i knew what/why we have to. I look at people who haven't always made the best choices getting to have kids, and here i am (i feel like i have made all the right choices in my life) and can't have a child. i dont get it.

Something to do

Since i am broke and needed something to do with out spending money i decided to paint some popcycle sticks black and make some cute picture frames for our bedroom, since we have no kids yet i am going to put some of our own pictures up in them for now! I think it will be way cute, here is a few pictures of how they turned out and one of my cute nephew i am sneaking in there too! I will post a picture once we get pictures of us taken and get those in there, i think i might wait til our San Francisco trip to put pictures of us in there. Who knows though?

Bored out of my mind

So life is pretty much boring for Marie these days, all i ever really do is work, go home, and eat and sleep and then start over the next day. I have been going to my sister's house every time i have a day off just to have something to do, but with gas being over 4 dollars now i have decided i can't be going over there or even driving around town for that matter just because i need to save, save, save. Jeff and i are going down to San Francisco to watch a Giants game and i can't wait, i really need to get out of town for awhile. It's amazing i haven't been clothes shopping in a couple months now, i am going insane! (Even though i know i don't need clothes) i need some ideas of what i can do around my house and stuff that won't cost me money but won't make me bored either. I know i need to deep clean my house and i need to pull all the weeds out of my yard but i just think those things are BORING. When Jeff and i are at home together Jeff plays his computer games, checks scores or is always doing homework. I need some ideas of what we can both do together also so that we aren't bored. He has given up on trying to have a kid and so the bedroom is not a option for something to do (wink, wink). I need help on some fun things to do so i can not be so bored and get too much sleep because i fall asleep with the boredum (sp) anyways if any of my creative friends have any ideas let me know! THanks!

I think i might get highlights in my hair tomorrow! I haven't had highlights in forever, i am almost scared because it's been so long! Hopefully it will look cute! i am sure it will! I am also growing my hair out and seeing how long i can get it to be! So i have been thinking about going to beauty school thanks to my husband. I don't know if i should or not, i am afraid being in a building with tons of girls all day, plus i won't be making money and so that will suck, I don't know if any one has any ideas if i should or not let me know your opionions! Thanks!

I just had to post really quick and say how proud i am that Jeff and i have gone a whole week without eating out ONCE! we are doing soo good! I cook dinner (with the help of jeff some times) and then after dinner i make sure the dishes are done and clean up a little bit and it has been Really nice to be able to just come home and cook and not have to worry that all the dishes are dirty! I am so proud of us! we just need to keep it up now! I better go help finish dinner now, tonight is chicken ceasar wraps tonight! Yum! Thanks Jackie for the good dinner idea!

So i thought this was actually an okay picture of me, i don't really like pictures of myself really but i took this one for my friend the other day and thought it was actually cute so i figured i would post it while i am waiting for my husband to get home so i can start dinner. I think i am going to go read the rest of my book now while i wait for him. I will hopefully be able to post more later tonight. Leave some comments if you are stalking my blog! Manks!

I needed to get some pictures of the kids and so i had them all pose for me and this is one that turned out really cute of Vienna! She is so freaking cute! i also thought this one of Dyrin, Elle and London turned out pretty cute too! I need to start scrap booking now that i got some photos i still have more to get though! This is only some of the nieces and nephews i have! there is 7 more that aren't on here and one on the way! Can't wait! Jeff is jealous every one is having kids but us!

Ice Cream, Ice Cream, we all Scream for Ice Cream!

So yesterday i had the day off, well it wasn't really a day off i had a lot of laundry to catch up with and get my house clean. I need to start getting better about keeping the house clean so on my days off i don't have to do it. This week has been a little harder to clean the house after work just because Jeff and i are taking care of the dogs and cat for Pat and Sherry while they enjoy a few weeks off. I decided i would start with my room and at least do one room at a time, but with so much laundry to keep up on i decided i was tired after half a day. I decided to go grocery shopping and get a few things done around town. I really wanted to start scrap booking yesterday but what good does it do when you don't have pictures to scrap book of? I decided to buy ice cream for Ann's kids if i could take a few pictures of them! IT WORKED! i was able to get a good 10 pictures of all of them! They turned out so cute! i will post some of them later! I had so much fun! We ended up going to DQ, i had the four of them, i was thinking "what am i getting myself into? they are going to be so messy i better stay there instead of trying to take them threw drive thru" We got there and London found a seat for all of us and they were all so good! Not one of them got ice cream on their face, we also had Dyrin and Elle make different designs with their ice cream cones, it was a fun! After that Jeff, Guy and I all went and watched 10,000 B.C. if you want to know how it is ask Jeff or Guy, i watched the first hour but fell asleep, i was so tired from being awake since 6 that morning. That was my Friday! i will post pictures and update soon! i am making a goal list and need to get that posted so i can get help with it from all my friends and family.

So it's always fun to have a girls night and a guys night right? so Tonight Jeff went over to his friend Steve's house and watched the Giants game, while i went over to my friends house and learned more about Mary Kay and was able to do a make over again! i did one last month but it wasn't that great because i didn't really know anyone or too much about make-up, I had a lot of fun tonight though! i picked some good colors for my skin and i think i did a pretty dang good job at it! I think when Jeff and i have a little extra money i might get into it just because i actually like it, it doesn't take me too long and i think my husband would think i am cuter (is that a word?) even though i know he likes my looks now! (thats what he says anyways.) i think it actually makes me feel better about myself! I mean i know i am pretty anyways (not to sound conceded or anything) but make-up just makes me feel better you know? Well i think that is enough rambling tonight, i am just waiting for my lovely husband to get home so i can find out who won the game and see how is night was! i wish i could have been there with him since we both have jerseys now! But it's always fun to have some girl and guy time! i just need to get my mother in law to start scrapbooking with me while my husband and father in law bowl! Life would be GREAT! it's already GOOD!

This is the newest member of the family Asher David Larson! he is so freaking cute huh? i know! that is because he is my nephew! he is just barely over a month old and doesn't like you to see his eyes open! he likes to fake that he is sleeping alot!

Jeff and I on our wedding day!! Yes we have been married for a year and half now! i couldn't be any happier! i am married to my best friend! he is such an amazing husband who cares and provides for us! I love him! Married life is good! I am sure who ever reads my blogs will get sick of them fast because there is no baby or even on the way to talk about so it's basically going to be about US! Enjoy!

I saw that so many people had one of these things and i am going to try it out. I am not about the whole writting thing, but maybe i can get into it with this. Maybe i will turn into a blogger instead of a myspace person! We shall see! i will write all about myself once i am at home and can download my pictures and stuff on here! This could be a journal!